My wonderful husband pointed out to me this morning that I'm jealous. So many people from the iVillage message board that I've posted/lurked on have started having their little ones, and even two of my friends (one from there, one through blogging) and all I want is Jr to get HIS eviction notice so we can see/hold/cuddle him. According to Chris, I'm varying shades of green at this point.
UM HELLO!!!!! I officially have LESS THEN 30 days till my due date. I want my body back to just belonging to me (is this selfish? Yes. Is it a crime? NO.). I want to see my little guy and get to know him. I want to see who he takes after in the family looks wise. I want to see how the boys react to him, and the fact he's not going "home" at night, but is moving in with us. I want to see how much he changes the first day he's here with us, let alone the first couple of days.
Either way, I'm just ready for him to be here already. Everything is ready for him... all he has to do is follow Cooper's lead, and Emmett's lead ;) and then we'll all be happy :) (well except for Chris who is starting to realize his prized "sleep" is about to become non-existant.)
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I understand how you feel - I felt that way when Diana had her baby. BUT, now that Cooper is here (and I love and adore him), I wish I had a couple weeks off bed rest befoe he made his appearance because I'm weak and totally exhausted and now add sleep deprivation for the feedings every 2-3 hours. OMG - seriously - get as much sleep as you can now. It's worth it of course, but seriously, it's a real shock to the system. We've been home just 2.5 days and I'm a walking zombie.
It's soooo much easier when they're in our bellies - though it may not seem like it at the time - I wanted him out too because I was so tired of feeling like an achy, cranky giant fat person. Guess what, now that the baby's here, I still feel that way. UGH LOL
You sound like someone else I know :)
Hang in there it is so worth it in the end...I know how hard it is to go through what you are going through.. Just keep it up just alittle bit longer.. I have to say I think you ladies are all AMAZING to due what you have either just finished up or will finish VERY SOON. I watched Lizze go through this for a second time with Emmett and reap the rewards in the end. All I can say is we are thinking about you and wishing you the best.
Just hang on I know you can make it...
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